my old diary......

when I was tidying my room my eyes is stucked to the pile of book and I know then that they are my old diary........so i read them.......and i was surprised  and thingking "what a wise person I was".....
you know why i was thinking like that........becoz my diary is fulled of wise word......inspiring word......spirit word......and of course it motivating everyone.......

and so i remember.....at that time i like to collect melankolis like.....

 

and this one.......

huuuuuffffttttttt.........
yups.....that is one of I think the melankolis word.........
some word that i wish i can write to someone......but i never know to whom I'll send it......
and know i just want to say to GOD........if have to meet someone.....please unite me with someone who love me the way I am.........
actually, I don't understand what is love means......but what I know love is something that makes your heart beating so fast.....and you will do everything with all your heart,,,,,,,,^_^
but if you love somebody do not expect that somebody will love as much as you do........coz when your expectation doesn't happen it will break your heart!!!than be ware of love....:)

and just believe that your love will come to you at right time by right way.........our GOD will never let us to live alone!!!!!believe that!!!

Asia Afrika Youth Forum 2010

On August 23 I

was attending international youth forum "ASIA AFRIKA YOUTH FORUM"

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at Asia Afrika Building Bandung. it's lasted about 5 days and stay in Grand Preanger hotel.......and it's to be the first time for me stay in the very luxurious hotel haahah.......i was so suprised when i see my room.....a very large room, with queen bed, carpeted, airconditioned, TV equipped and other complete accomadition......and also when i looked into the bathroom.......and what i'm thingking that time is "how many our i'm going to spend in this bathrom" hahahhahahahah......yeah it was so amazing to have a chance staying in the hotel and following this great event........
so what i never forget is singing waka-waka at hotel's ballroom in cultural performance......

it is very interested me becoz i sang its with my friend from Namibia and Ghana and they are really an african!!!!!!

it was so amazing!!!

Langkah awal......

aku FIDA ANISAH........

teman-temanku 

biasa memangggil FIDA, FIFID, FIDUT, FIDUNG, FEDAMAN, dan panggilan lainnya.....

bagiku itu tidak masalah......dan bagiku itu semua panggilan mesra hahahha.......

dan aku paling tidak suka dipanggil dengan nama lengkap, dan sampai sekarang aq pun tidak tahu kenapa aku benci di panggil dengan lengkap seperti itu. lanjut kekeluargaku........

aku anak pertama dari dua bersaudara dan aku anak perempuan satu-satunya. hhmmm....kebanyak orang ingin punya kakak...tapi aku tidakkarna aku bahagia dengan menjadi anak pertama dan selalu menjadi yang paling pertama dalam segala hal. mungkin itu sebabnya aku tumbuh menjadi orang yang agak egois dan mau menang sendiri...tapi sebagai anak pertama aku jelas sangat bisa diandalkan dalam segala hal apalagi dalam bidang atur mengatur hehehe........maka dari itu aku sangat tidak suka diatur.

huufftttt.....memang aku sedikit keras.....tapi aku tidak sepenuhnya seperti itu karna aku pun termasuk orang yang melankolis dan sensitif.....hal yang paling tidak aku sukai adalah "being ignore" gg diperhatikan dan DICUEKIN. dan banyak hal lagi yang gg mungkin aku tulis disini. Dan inilah aku dengan segala kekurangan aku........